To my brother, Rafi.

This post is solely for my brother, Rafi.

 Dear Rafi,

Thank you for being a great brother to me.

Thank you for always being there for me.

Thank you for always looking out for me.

Thank you for always casting my sadness away and put a smile or laughter in me.

Thank you for the best picturesque moments of my teenage – adulthood life.

Thank you for always telling me off.

Thank you for loving me like your very own flesh and blood.

Thank you for always being there in every important events of my life.

Thank you for always seeing my best points and advising me on my bad points, accepting my flaws and mistakes but never judging me.

Thank you for being a part of my life.

Most importantly, thank you for accepting me for who I am.

The oblivious, ignorant, bull-headed, hot-headed and talkative me.

Thank you so so much for everything. Only ALLAH knows how truly greatful I am for you and the rest.

I am sorry for not answering to your calls. Not that I was aware that you called but the old number is in the hands of my Papa.

I am sorry that I did not return your sms-es. Not that I wished for that to happen but it was a quirk of fate.

I am sorry that I did not attend your wedding. I could never forgive myself for not being there, for missing the most wonderful and great moments of your life.

I am sorry that I was too ignorant of informing you and the rest of my new number. How I wished I could turn back the hands of time.

I am sorry that I never keep in touch with you as often as I should that I did not even know you have replaced your ex-fiance and met with a more wonderful woman. Not that I was forgetting you but my life have been full with my own family.

I am sorry that I forget how great, good and wonderful you have been to me. Do note that never once I forget the existence of you and the rest in my life.

13 years of friendship is something that I will not let go easily. You know the person I am.

Not very good at expressing words or to explain myself but you know that I am a person who cherish friendship and kinship.

Only you and the rest knows me best. You guys showed me a whole lot of good times and put me away from the bad times.

It was the best times of my life.

Congratulations my brother.

May your marriage last for eternity. May ALLAH bless you and your significant other with so much love, happiness, good health and wealth. May ALLAH always look after you both.

I hope you read my entry.

I hope you understand how sad and devastated I am for not making it to your wedding.

But I need to tell you off.. How could you forget that AIDIL is my bestfriend. You could let AIDIL KNOW. How could you ever forget this fact..

Then again a quirk of fate. ALLAH Decreed it, who are we to say anything.

Whatever it is, we can’t just blame it on fate, we do have a part to BLAME. Both of us. *sigh*
Your wedding gift will be ready in two weeks. This is handmade. Done with lso much love and grace.

Made especially for you, my wonderful brother.

Till then, have a great life with your significant other.

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